i wished I could swim

inside your head again

but I’m drowning

for the best I think you don’t see me

I think you don’t see me

Like you used to

No surface to cling to

I’m drowning where are you?


we try to hold on but

 we just keep on floating

without ever touching anything

I can’t sleep

because you are sleeping

while I’m wide awake without you


we used to not know

where one ends and the other begins

but now these walls

that we live in just picture the

present and future

and nothing remains

but these walls surrounding us


We used to

We used to

I’m drowning

Where are you?